I didn't want to fall in love with you, but you need to understand that it wasn't my power. It wasn't me that decided to see you and feel every feeling at once. It wasn't me that looked at you and immediately fell harder than my soul could handle. If I had the opportunity to change what I feel, trust me, I would. But I am not God neither the universe or whatever you believe in. I can't do anything against it because it wasn't my decision. It was my heart that looked at you and thought he is the one.

October 10, 2022.